And the Ice man cometh.

Yep, it has been almost a month since I have last posted, so much going on, computer problems a bit part of it.

This blog will be going through some changes, hope everyone (yeah, like I have a following :})enjoys it and I hope all the problems are removed.

There has been a lot of matter happening in the cyber side of my life lately and I just want everyone to be on the same page.

1. I am not a spy of anything. I don't have the time, the money or really the energy to read between the lines and translate. There are many topics really, I am interested, but frankly what am I going to accomplish...my goals are simple and clear. Family, fellowship, faith and fun.

2. I don't network. I call it developing friendships. It is almost the same thing except conversations are usually private unless I say so. And unlike business contacts and work type relationships where you are rated on performance and productivity...my friends like me for who and what I am, who ever that may be that day.

3. We are not rich, we are not Oliver Twist poorhouse poor, but we are not able or desire to buy anyone. We have in the past however used money to try to find instant happiness through the grief of 9 years of infertility, 13 miscarriages , the death of a dream, loss hope,the death of our family members and the realization that there are some really cruel person out there. Yep, guilty as charged, however we never found the joy and love than this year when we have struggled financially.

4. Not perfect, screw up daily,heck hourly. My last knowledge on the subject of perfection is that the only perfect person is the Lord, you know the Lord our savior? And really I don't know how he quite does things but being that you will one day stand before him and ask forgiveness....uugghhh, I probably wouldn't hold him to the perfection thingy.

5. I care enough about you to listen , I want to help you anytime and with anything, and I wish more than anything I could fix the problems of family and friends, but really think about it if I struggle to fix my own problems...do you really think I could fix yours? So don't ask me to do something that you yourself can't expect.

6. Sorry if my life appears to better than anyone else, yours probably looks better to someone else too. Matter of fact I am sure some where along the line I have wished for a day I was you...Sorry if for weeks at a time bad things happen in my life and brings your life down, ugh, we call that unconditional love. Oh, yeah, and if good things happen to us, sorry, I am going to talk about it, shout it from the roof tops because the joy from that moment will get me through the next bad day. Begrudging joy is naughty.

7. I don't do war. I always wanted to join the service , probably would have been a great move for me but I don't do war. I will confront and protect, but I will not fight.

8. This blog is about me, if you don't agree or like it that is okay, as a species with poseable thumbs you are entitled to be your own identity, however, I do to. So if my topic and mood isn't good for you today, revisit me tomorrow, maybe it will, but please let it go, I probably will tomorrow to. This is a place where for only a moment in time my emotions, thoughts and feelings are mine and important, off here, I don't expect them to push over everyone else or rule.

I have missed my blog. I have missed my bloggn' friends. I'm back and I'm not leaving my blog again.

Awwww. I have the warm and fuzzies.

Mom is good.

Yeah for us, my Mom's health scare was just that a scare. I hope now that this will help her be more aware of what is going on with her health.

Since my Dad's passing three almost four years ago she just seems to have the frame of mind to be happy all the time. This is good most of the time, however as we all know there are many unpleasant things we must do on an almost daily basis that well we all would rather not do...so she doesn't. This is not good.

Hopefully the thoughts of not being here with us is enough to snap her in gear and pay closer attention to her health. It has me, I have so much personal crap to clear out of my life and lets not even go to the diet. I have been doing well, but I really need to be doing good!

I have had an outpatient surgery and things are not going very smoothly, at least I feel that way so things are a bit ...well hell, they are insane right now. I hope to get back to day and give you all the updates of "Whitney's World"!

Take care.